i wish that these feelings in my head would pass. i am constantly arranging and rearranging things in places that aren't always mine to do so. my time has been scheduled out to the last minute, until mid-july. then what?

i need something to pour my energies into.

my mood is so heavy where it was light. i don't want to feel like i did last summer. so, it is very important not to confuse sadness with depression it's very easily done.

i'm 29 and i'm not equipped for any of this. all of these uncertanties and heartstrings.

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