can.not sleeeeep.

my head feels like it is in a vice.

my heart feels like it is in a vice.

they aren't getting along.

there is a clicking noise in my apartment that i cannot locate and it is driving me mad. noises like that and water dripping bother me.

i want to go lay in the grass tomorrow but i am afraid of being carried off by cicadas. i have pulled numerous amounts out of my hair and off of my shirt.

ari keeps telling me gross stories about cicadas he finds that are missing heads but their legs are still moving.

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